like a blitzkrieg....

today can never be better. it was getting even more tensed as 17 days more to approach final exam. These inquisitive yet freakin' out mind of mind keeps on harping and harping, wondering on how i'll present myself in 2nd yr of practising medicine. My hearts was shattered just now when my sister called crying on the phone due to some reasons and i was a little bit speechless, yet still trying to comfort and soothe her from the outside, making the phone call perennially comforting. i hope she's coping well now.

the only thing i would want right now is to taste the yearly made kuih raye of my mummy's hand made. but this year is no fun at all, never ever planned to bedecked on the first day of hari raye, i don't even have a thing for hari raye except for a blue baju kurung that mum had bought earlier. Having nothing to expect this year, i feel that all those time should be use wisely to read lecture notes, more understandings, more rememberence, you know,thing that makes a student shine.

This morning wall full of laughing that almost shattered my unmetabolized and undigested breakfast in the git. we had pbl on occupational health at 8, but it starts at 8.15, having to wait for me for 15 minutes(i've did that quite often, but still never penalized for that. We finished the session earlier that the allocated time, so dr shikin use the next 30 minutes telling us her stories starting from her first opn entering medical school until she become an immunopathologist.

But that was not the crux of the story. it was when she start to come out with a phase. Quoting from her'as long as you have the dr. in front of you, you'll never be out of money, you can do locum even after spending a month sallary on shopping, and you can do on call worth 100 ringgit per on call( which at the end, i really feel that i'my lingering to a very instrinsically lucrative yet respected bussiness here, albeit it should be called a professionalism, like what dr. har says.). Maybe im a away beyond. sill need to catch up more readings. i should stop now.