HUuuhhh,finally

OSPE exams ended yesterday, im in home now,yipeeeee, almost tucking myself into my bed when a whispering blow and an immensed feeling of blogging tonight, came an lingered myself to my laptop, dialling the network connection. Haa,.. finally, im updating my blog(which has no reader i supposed, except for myself)

well, really, i don't mind not having any readers or any posted comments, this blog here was just a part of my intention to keep on recapitulating things going on in life, on certain things that needed its own srutinization till the end. Things that i can later read back when i became a highly demanded specialist in any field of medicine, recoiling all baby steps that i have had to become a doctor and most of all, a person.

finals were the most horrifying moments in my life history, an intense disfigurement, stress with admixed stressors, perhaps, a feeling to have the greatest anticipation in it, averting from being screwed up. my english has never been polished up, it's just all the medical jargons came stremming down it's way to the both hemisphere.i had a very confident feeling on CVS and Respiratoty module, in that, most questions were answered with no, or very least hesitations. Blood and lymp, was kinda a cracker. 2 hours for 30 mcq, 30 emi and 4 essays was a bit too much, that i answered wrongly on the last essay, after not analysing the question thoroughlyh. Urinary module was kinda simple, very little ques on the pathology side which i loved mostly.some questions are confusing, i dunno which one should i answered.

OSPE , practically it's quite easy, questions are simple, but cause it was carried out for 4 minutes for one station, it was again, tensed....that i feel like my papillary musle was ruptured. i accidently answered it incorrectly, which later when i recoil, it was never suppose to happen, i should have a better control on my body autonomy.

i worked hard enouh, strived at the greatest limit, but the zenith and nadir of it, is determine by Allah. Let Allah do the part, im going to do on praying, and He'll give me the best of what i've deserved. InsyaAllah.