Wednesday, March 14, 2012

14 march 2012

14 march 2012

today is my birthday. its nothing unusual, its just a lame 14th march.
i worked am shift today, being left alone all day long, as another team of mine went to ot.
i am quite sick today, and it happens to be on my birthday

i had a flu shots (my yearly influenza shot) last monday during my respiratory clinic appoinment. it winded me up with a fever, a little bit of asthma exacerbation, and of course , and uncomfortable left hand.

was thinking what to wish for. now im turning 24, and yet i have no idea how much have achieved so far. what i knew was: i want to be healthy, i dont want to take any meds anymore, i wish never have to come to clinic appoinment seeing other doctors.

the fact is that i just hope and pray that i would not be sick for such a long time. need time to grow out of this sickness, and think carefully on what i should be doing in this life.