Friday, June 13, 2014
6 months
Its been 6 months now, since im attached to a machine that helps me breathe at night
It looks awful
sounds awful
Taste awful
but it gives me my life back
Back in first month of diagnosis, i was doing a lot of bargaining with God
Why me
why not others
why this age
Why not my next decade of life
Well, if one ask me , how i view myself now
I am no more stronger that i was before
i am very sensitive
I am easily irritated
i was less calm
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Assalamu'alaikum. Hi, Im a 3rd year medical student from UM. Was searching the internet for some medical info and came across your blog. In fact, your notes back in final year (at least I think its from your final year) actually gave me the answer I was looking for :) Thank you doctor! But out of curiosity I scrolled up and read this last post of yours. Subhanallah. I dont know what illness you have,(sleep apnoea?), but whatever it is, I bet it must be tough. I only pray that your burden is eased, and that you continue to communicate with God. May He bless you always Dr. :)
- random student, wishing you the best
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