Friday, June 13, 2014

6 months

Its been 6 months now, since im attached to a machine that helps me breathe at night It looks awful sounds awful Taste awful but it gives me my life back Back in first month of diagnosis, i was doing a lot of bargaining with God Why me why not others why this age Why not my next decade of life Well, if one ask me , how i view myself now I am no more stronger that i was before i am very sensitive I am easily irritated i was less calm

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Assalamu'alaikum. Hi, Im a 3rd year medical student from UM. Was searching the internet for some medical info and came across your blog. In fact, your notes back in final year (at least I think its from your final year) actually gave me the answer I was looking for :) Thank you doctor! But out of curiosity I scrolled up and read this last post of yours. Subhanallah. I dont know what illness you have,(sleep apnoea?), but whatever it is, I bet it must be tough. I only pray that your burden is eased, and that you continue to communicate with God. May He bless you always Dr. :)

- random student, wishing you the best