6 months

Its been 6 months now, since im attached to a machine that helps me breathe at night It looks awful sounds awful Taste awful but it gives me my life back Back in first month of diagnosis, i was doing a lot of bargaining with God Why me why not others why this age Why not my next decade of life Well, if one ask me , how i view myself now I am no more stronger that i was before i am very sensitive I am easily irritated i was less calm