ent finished

today, 1st day of ophthal after finish ent. i don't have to be scared anymore cause my supervisor is unlike the previous one. what a great relief. today, spending so much time seeing so much eye...cataract,,,my friend eye.... a good first day to start with.
don't really feel strong as asthma is still active...found myself taking a lot of medicine after ent...singulair, nasonex,pulmicort, controloc...diane,ventolin,,,to be taken everyday...

why

i hate this

woke up in the morning, still febrile..yesterday i thought it began to ease.
im fed up with this sore throat, a temperature. i do nothing except sleep this whole day..

best on call ever

ive just finished my ent oncall 1 hour ago, start on early morning. we were tagged with a very nice medical officer who later treat us for dinner at KFC....

had a great day, a lot of teaching...exploring our own hospital.....which is just so incredible to have a great fun day like this especially on call

now, i knew why i was sick the whole week...God wanted to give something nice a meaningfull to me by the end of the week

i have to be strong,,, and patient

hari nie dah kene balik

dengan along..bukan ngan mak..tak best

my other 2 sisters wii be back

today there's another 2 case for autopsy, so there's 5 cases autopsy dis week.its so lucky to those people not going back dis week...
along and ana will set off from kl around 3 today

2 cases

there is 2 cases for autopsy today, but im at home. there's a total of 3 cases dis week, and if im at school, i would have finished all autopsy observed, as now, i've already observed 7.
Again, i couldn't sleep last nite. i play computer until 2.15 am, started to lie down after than, and find myself could not sleep. then, only aroud 4 i managed to sleep, woke up at 9.30 in the morning, feeling tired with the funny heart thing.

its1.10 am in the morning

now, im trying to figure this disheveled matter out on what's wrong with me... the ddx will be..
1) uncontrolled asthma
2) EIA
3) vcd(vocal cord dysfuction-voice hoarseness)
4) anxiety which looks like asthma
5) depression...
6) im just lonely and im scared.
im just tired with all of these symptoms. hope it'll get away fast.

i have nothing to say

yesterday was a bad asthma day to me. i had few not stop attacks,and im tired. i couldn't sleep last night. feel giddy and restless.
today i felt much better .