bye psychiatry posting

today is the last day of my wonderful psychiatry posting. spent todays morning observing forensic case . the evening, we went to the wards and have the last chat with the patients. we had a great laughs and some new patients also came and talk with us.
i had such a fun day today. gonna miss prof hamid and the psychiatry posting as well

after this is triad

b4 ssm meeting with prof

with aforementioned, i went to jln masjid india.
found a nice briefcase. bought it for ayah for father's day
dunno whether he like it or not
bu t i like it

the illness

Having bronchiol asthma is really boring ,as it can lead to depressive illness like what prof hamid says. it was raining outside since two hours ago, im so cold inside. the thing is my chest hurts all this while. when cold comes, i feel that my chest thightens, wheezes came very prominent, salbutamol does not relieved fast, need to wait for 15 minutes for it to work.
it was the thing i dislike most, when my chest hurts, i have to work hard to brath. sometimes when it get worst, i felt that one breath is about one ringgit. very difficult to breath.

a boring evening

it was raining until 7.15pm.
i used to go out and play. yesterday we played volleyball. it was very nice, get to play with the girls and boys. boys don't missed balls much, fortunately we don't have to run for the ball when no one is taking itt.
and yet today, i've find myself having nothing to do
and the study group today was cancelled. we were supposed to discuss on past year questions.
but never mine,i have a plan on what to do........
semester break starts this saturday, and the heat was tense. everybody couldn't wait to go back home, especially me.

im good

fever has already subside, i no longer get asthma attack, which a pleasant thing to me cause i got to do anatomy notes for ent group discussion this wednesday

weekend in ktdi

i had a nice morning today, playing badminton in the morning. doing some stuffs later in the morning., study group at 3 . and enjoyed the mee jawa brought by aina in the evening. now its 8.37 pm, i had ssm meeting tonight/
my life is so simple. wonder will it remain the same 5 year or 10 years later. maybe that time, i start my own family, get busy with the kids... i might not even have time for myself later like what im enjoying now.
everything i did is about me.everyting ive talked about is me. its me all the way. i felt alone and empty, but its nice sometime.
psychiatry posting is just 1 week lefi and im looking forward to ent posting in 2 weeks time.

i don't have much time

probably now, i had recurrent fever, asthma attack becomes so frequent, 3-4 times per day, dyspneic at nigh, tachycardic in the morning... this whole thing was tiring, i didn't get much time to study now. I'm just tired

my ssm group

they were intense. they wanted to do lab, im not keen on it. so now the research is upside down. im disorganized

ive realized

that was my first post this year. and now that it has been 0n the 22nd second of march.. its almost like i haven't post anything for 3 months.

well, tomorrow, my fist task for the holiday, becoming a substitute teacher in my aunt's tuition center, teacher science to form 1 kids. really hope this kids are fine, i had no expectation at all, just for the sake of doing the job done

horay,4th semester is over

well, there's not much to say about finals, only that im gland it has ended yesterday. Basically, everthing was fine, except for the reproductive module ques, some of the pathology questions are not either in the notes or the books.
I did well, hope i'll pass with flying colours.

today, ive checked out my room, the one with 'hubby love honey' initials. that was the only place ive been spending my time, for the whole two semesters.place where i kept myself in solitary, clinging on books,watching prison break, reflected on myself on inappropriate things ive done in life, and its just feel like the second home to me.

i just arrived home from KL about 2 hours ago.it was a very monotonous and lacklustre day when my sister who'd promise to directed us to damansara didn't turn out exactly on the right time. a lot of plannings had to be changed, to fix the amends, try to forge our way to see my post opp aunty, who was in a terrible pain.

i learnt a lesson today. first, to not do what my sister had done. second, like dad says, when it comes between two choices, your parents or your relatives, parents have to come first, last,, my medical books are so supercalafagilously heavy, that it opisthotoned the car spring.

now, its time for me to recuperate, from all the tiresome and painstaking task , done for exam. im attending to the tranquil and peaceful part of the whole's year life, which is a-five-week holiday break.